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Günlerdir hep ucundan asılıp yeniden başlıyaçağım Go oynamaya diyerek kendime söz veriyorum ama sonrasında bir istesizlik hali,bıkkınlık ve kırgınlık hissedip kendimi kandırdığımı düşünmeye başladım...Uzun süre oldu,aslında 6 aydır oynadığım oyunlar iki elin parmak sayısı kadar ya var ya yok...Go-Ban,taşlar ve ben,artık küs gibiyiz...Ya ben Go'yu terkettim yada o beni,O beni terk ettiyse haklı...Uzun süredir oynamayan birine fazla bile tahammül etti,yeniden kapılmak istiyorum oyunun sihirine,parmakların arasındaki taşın tahtaya değişini özledim,kaybedilen oyun sonrası şunu yapsaydım demeyi,rakibin gözlerine bakıp içindeki sevinç gösterisini görmeyi...
Varmı oynamak isteyen birileri?

Şu anda..

Nereye gitmek istersin şu anda diye sorulsa,akllımdaki onca farklı yere ragmen koşulsuz vede düşünmeden Marakeş olurdu cevabım...




Dar sokakları,havaya karışan yüzlerce adını sanını bilmediğim baharat ve bitkinin kokusunu içime çekmek,oturup bir sokak arasında Nane çayı içip sırtımı yüzyıllık bir duvara dayayıp etrafı izleyip,ezan ve bitmek bilmeyen bir şey satabilmek için çabalayan seyyar satıcıların,yankesicilerin saga sola koşturan her türlü insanın seslerini dinlemek aynen Marakeş'te sesler gibi...Herkesin aksine her zaman için böyle alternatif tatil ortamlarını ve tehlike kokan yerleri daha çok benimsemişimdir,o yüzden Marakeş ilk aklıma gelen yerlerden birisi bu konuda...Marakeş,Hızlı yürü anlamına geliyormuş ama gidersem agır yürüyecegim kesin..Buda benim gelecekte bir tatil planım işte...

Counting Crows

It's been years that l didn't listen this album... I dived into my old belongings to see whatever around, and amongst many thing else, l found "August And Everything After" by Counting Crows, which made me smile. I was so young when l began listening this album, and the group was about to launch their third. I listened the others too, but l enjoyed with that the most.

I listened "Saturday Nights And Sunday Mornings" now, i can say after all those years, they are still making quite good. I'll let myself free and listen all their records today...

BACK but insecure....

Source of Life...

Maybe its due to directors point of view, you can be sure that you won't forget that movie after watching it. Such a movie that has many blurred points... Maybe director thought that the audience could easily go down to his depth while shooting this movie, but i'm sure you can't be fully aware of all thoughts in The Fountain... Of course we may say there are missing parts, its very normal when we consider it takes place in three different times and places and its intresting subject... Doesn't matter those questions it left in my head, its a nice movie with its perfect musics and good scenes...

The perfect drop in the ocean of music...

I lost myself on a cool damp night
I Gave myself in that misty light
Was hypnotized by a strange delight
Under a lilac tree
I made wine from the lilac tree
Put my heart in its recipe
It makes me see what I want to see
and be what I want to be
When I think more than I want to think
I do things I never should do
I drink much more than I ought to drink
Because it brings me back you...

Lilac wine is sweet and heady, like my love
Lilac wine, I feel unsteady, like my love
Listen to me... I cannot see clearly
Isn't that she coming to me nearly here?
Lilac wine is sweet and heady, where's my love?
Lilac wine, I feel unsteady, where's my love?
Listen to me, why is everything so hazy?
Isn't that she, or am I just going crazy, dear?
Lilac Wine, I feel unready for my love,
Feel unready for my love...

Viva Boca

Tek başıma maç izleyemezdim daha önceleri ama artık alışıyorum...Bugünde büyük bir gündü Superclassico için ve ben kocaman mekanı kapatıp tek başıma açtım sesi karattım ortamı kuruldum dev ekranın karşısına,hem ne gerek vardıki kalabalığa,tribünler olayı bitirmişti benim taraftada...Viva Boca..

Master of Life

"Past is history,future is mystery, but today is a gift,that's why it is called present..."
Master

Three Crows 2 #

Enga



Sersand



Şakşuka

Garage Olimpo

Argentina,However it is known by Football,Tango,Che and Maradona...A country with a dark history between 1970-80..This country has some stories just like my country; In Garage Olimpo, they show us real events that occurred during the five years of the military dictatorial regime. How can it be this dark under a city which is too bright on the top?..

Three Crows

Keizo Suzuki



Toshiro Yamabe



Fujisawa Hideyuki (aka The Monster)

Tasogare Seibei

Obviously it is a great samurai film by Yoji Yamada,a bit slow going but it shows us that being a samurai and a father is really not an easy thing in today's Japan and there are second class samurais.The main character of the film is,known by everyone, Hiroyuki Sanada.Desired to be the leading actor in all samurai films. He is giving to life to past century warriors at our present time. It is a must watch film! Tasogare Seibei

Motto 2#

''To a surrounded enemy, you must leave a way of escape''
Sun Tzu: The Art of War

Kurşun Askerler

Elimden geldiğince çektiğim fotoğraflardan bir kaç tanesi.Go Ban'daki oyun terkle biten bir Pro oyunudur..

Khayyam of Nishapur

Oh time, don't you know your own evil deeds?
Must be yours, the worst of all torment and repentance!
You always feed the villains, and crush the poor;
You are either senile old man, or a crazy donkey!

The Usual Suspects

Yıllar önce ilk izlediğimde hasta edip yataklara koymuş bir filmdir bu,Aslında filmden de ötesi.En ince ayrıntısına kadar harika bir yapım.Heleki filmin sonunda Verbal Kint'in sokagın ortasında ayak oyunlarını bırakıp normale dönmesi vardır ki,ölece bakakalır insan..

Verbal: Who is Kaiser Soze?

Gurbet

"gurbet o kadar acı
ki, ne varsa içimde,
hepsi bana yabancı,
hepsi başka bicimde.
eriyorum gitgide,
elveda her ümide!
gurbet benliğimi de
bitirdi bir içimde.
ne arzum, ne emelim..
yaralanmış bir el'im...
ben gurbette değilim,
gurbet benim içimde."

Bu akşam o kadar bunalmıştım ki herşeyden,attım kendimi balkona.Bir bardak rakı biraz peynir ve dilde acıda olsa bu şiir..

Musica

Son günlerde evde,yolda aslında her yerde dinledigim son Coldplay albümü Viva la vida or Death and all his friends.Bence U2'nun Joshua Tree'sinden sonra Rock müzigin 2.yüzakı olmayı başarabilmiş tek albüm..Müziklerini başka bir boyuta taşımışlar..Mutlaka dinleyin..

Please stop massacre

"...human is the poorest and weakest of the creatures, but also the most proud. He knows he sits there inside the dirt and mud of earth, on universes' worst, most mortal floor, far away from the top of the sky, together with worst of all three kind of creatures,he sees himself tied to the lowest part of earth, but with his imagination sees himself and god as the samething, he attaches himself godly eternal skills,seperates himself from other creatures and looks upon his friends from top and grants them powers and abilites in the measure that he thinks suitable..."

Montaigne

Ronin

Since l'm young l was trained in path of strategy, l had my first duel when l was thirteen. My opponent, Arima Kiheyi, was a sword master of Shinto Ryu, and l beat him. When l was sixteen, l beat a swordmaster named Akiyama from Tajima region. I went to Kyoto when l'm twenty one and l got into duels with many masters from different sword schools, but l never lost..
Miyamoto Musaşi,
Go Rin No Şo

Motto

“The art of war is of vital importance to the State. It is a matter of life and death, a road either to safety or to ruin. Hence it is a subject of inquiry which can on no account be neglected.”

Sun Tzu: The Art of War